Blog Entry #2 THE LETTER

                   

There are so many things which are so special to me but what I treasured most was the letter that my crush gave when I was still in third year high school student, here’s the story behind that letter.                                              This guy was a very good friend of mine he considered me as his best friend he told me about the story of his life, about his parents, and most specially about his past girls every time we had our free time we always talked while eating our foods but as the days passed we get closer to each other so as the days passed that I didn’t notice that I was falling in love with him, there was this awkward feelings between us and for almost four months I didn’t do any way to communicate with him even in class I don’t talked to him, I don’t know why it’s just that I don’t want to get hurt. January 04, 2014 he texted me and I was about to reject his message but then I realized that I don’t have the rights to get hurt maybe what I’m feeling back then was only infatuation, he asked for help and advice about this girl that he want to court after I read that message it feels like all my heart was broken into pieces (Yayyks, CORNY) but then I need to accept the truth that you can’t force someone to fall in love with you also. February 14, 2014 it was Valentine’s Day actually one of my close friend (Kuya Bryan) said “Shiela gawas sa kay si _____ kay nag hulat” (Di lang nako iingon ang ngalan) when I was in the balcony I saw him and my heart was pounding that time he gave me the three red roses together with the letter I really wanted to shout that time but I was just controlling it, and that day also I knew who was the girl he was planning to court and fortunately it was me. After a month were official as Girlfriend and Boyfriend relationship he called me “Pancakes” I called him “Cookies” at first all things goes well both of us were so happy but then I realized that we are not meant for each other to build a perfect relationship aside from the fact that were too young, even now I still treasured the “LETTER” he gave to me and because of that letter I experienced happiness with my best friend. Until now we are still communicating and we still called each other as “Cookies and Pancakes”.                It doesn’t mean when you have a bitter past memories you don’t have the chance to become as friends you can work each other your relationship as a Friend.

BLOG ENTRY #1 HE CHANGE ME (Shiela Mae S. Godornes)

     I was once a stubborn kid I played games in many way but it didn't include the play about boys, I don't obey my parents specially my mother I don't take my studies seriously but not until the day I met him, this man changed my life my whole life actually he showed me the love I never ever felt before, but who really was this mysterious man.
    Here's the story I was so miserable when I was in third year level it looks like a mystery that I can never solved all of my grades were below 80 and I almost got a failed grade, I felt so disappointed so as my parents. I'm always reminiscing about those days that I was just sitting, playing, texting and playing dumb things it was then I told myself that if I only spent those days studying my lessons then maybe I didn't suffer this things. One day my best friend (Johnson) invited me to a cell group or a Bible Study "Now you already have a clue whose the mysterious man I was talking about", now going back to the story I almost hesitate his invitation but I was thinking that it's just for now. I met a lot of people a Godly people maybe, I still don't know by that time. One of their leader shared about salvation he also shared to me about the great Love of God 💖💖💖. After a minute of sharing there was just this crept thing in my mind that float in 💭 but I just cried in front of them I don't know why I didn't feel embarrassed from that moment I realized that our God our great God  God is just and willing to forgive us from all unrighteousness though our sins are like scarlet (1 John 1:9 and Isaiah 1:18 just in case you want to know where I got those words) My best friend was the reason why I have a relationship with God. As the day goes by I get close to Jesus even more He is the reason why I live my life to the fullest His my strength and joy and the most important thing His the reason why my life has changed from Losing to Winning 🎉🎉.
                   No matter who you are in the past you still have the chance to stand tall 🙌.

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